Mental Disorders

[jackson5]

I am not sure where to begin on here and feel Im desperate at this point. The guilt I am feeling right now even talking about my mom is eating me alive.

It all started Nov 8th 2005 after we watched my 23 year old baby sister pass in our arms of a terminal cancer. Long story short the first year was horrible and my brother and I were by her side 24/7. Well as the years go by and we grow in different directions my mom just gets more sad by the day. Drinks every night to sleep along w/her anti-anxiety meds. She actually calls me her whoobie because she needs me for almost everything..
She has become so negative and gloomy thats its so hard to want to be around her. Doesnt want counceling, i have called her doctors already and nothing....She gets offended at absolutely everything. If she isn't envited to an event, or a dinner she gets angry. If my brother and I want to hang out just us too she gets offended. Im torn in so many directions.

I recently moved out because im getting married..so now she is really alone. I worry for her but she literally sleeps all weekend..doesnt move barely ever...does not have a social life of her own at all...so depends on my brother and I for her entertainment.

Well I can go on and on..



so sad... help!! [/i]